Stress

I only just realized that, in order for me to calm down I have to damage or break something. Does seem like a bad thing to you? I mean, I've never severely hurt someone or broken something valuable, but everytime someone annoys me I have to play music really loudly (damaging my eardrums) or break a pencil. It's never been a real problem, I just want to know if I should do something about it. Like, should I take up kick-boxing or something?

My writing

I love writing stories (cause I want to be an author when I'm older) and I figured I should come out of my shell and let people read them or else I'll never get the courage to show them to editors. I've made another blog specifically for my stories. I want everyone to give feedback on them and ideas for where the stories should go. Thanks to everyone that does and no thanks to people who don't.

Love

OMFG!!!! I just told the guy I liked that I like him and HE ALREADY KNEW!!! He says his friend figured it out before he did. I am so f*cking happy. It's too much to bear. The only problem is he didn't say if he likes me too. *balls hands into fists* IT'S SO CONFUSING!!!!!!!!!!

Book reviews

So over vacation I'm going to be starting a book review blog. I want everyone to follow it and I want people to make suggestions. I really, really don't want this to be like my other blogs, so can you suggest it to others that might like it? I'd really appreciate it

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I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!! Sometimes it's the slow one I'm behind, sometimes it's someone who interrupts or annoys you and sometimes (well most of the time) it's someone who just doesn't get it for some reason.(btw I'm dealing with one of these people right now and it's very, very VERY annoying!!!!

Woohoo!!! Christmas!!

Christmas is in less than a month. Have you sent Santa Claus your wish list yet?? Lol. So how's the holiday cheer thing working for you? Have you gotten tired of Jingle Bells and White Christmas already? Have you had too much "holiday cheer", if you know what I mean. Haha I bet your too young, but i doubt that stops some of you crazy people out there. Keep getting through the days and remember: Don't be suicidal 'cause I know there's someone out there who loves you!!!!

My ULTIMATE Wish List for '09

You want to know why it's 'ultimate', huh? I'll tell you why. It's 'cause it has all of the newest gadgets and the coolest items for me to be decked out and ready for f-u-n!!

$50 I-tunes gift card
New Moon Movie
New Moon Soundtrack (hot topic)
Purple Skull Candy Headphones
Guitar Lessons
Rings
music note ring (hot topic)
claw finger armor ring (Hot topic)
flaming skull armor ring (hot topic)
Borders Gift Card
Camcorder
Tea Set
Bubble Tea (bubbles)
DSI
Zad Pocket Watch (lulus.com)
How Soon Is Owl Watch Necklace (modcloth.com)
Kimono
Ctrl+Alt+del Necklace (modcloth.com)
Lock It Necklace (modcloth.com)
Polly Locket Necklace (modcloth.com)
Harajuku Music Perfume (Walmart)
Maine Mall Gift Card
Macadamia Nuts
The Sophomore Beat's second CD
I-Phone
Abbey Dawn Ear Bud Star Hoodie
Black Macbook

If it says a website or place next to it, just go to that place and look up the item.